hey aiden

it doesnt matter.

happy 19th birthday ..

satyn

i hate satyn


more than anything

and then...

i hate new dad....





grandfather wont talk to me


i have to travel the world cuz of stupid dad job






rawr

..Love..

I don't not love you as you wish me to
I do love you, but in a higher place
Not as lovers love, not as friends love
But seemingly as angels would love

..Journey..

This is only one journey of many
With hills and valleys for elation and sorrow
But things will some level out
As everything falls into place

..Path..

Life has a path for all of us
Everyone goes their own separate way
We all live and die at our own pace
I can only wish our paths will cross

..Death..

Death isn't the end
It's just another journey
It's a new idea, a new door
A new life in a new world

Picasso

My arm looks like a line drawing from picasso...

cross hatches, a line from my wrist to my elbow, i went crazy...

it was either that or jumping out the 3rd floor window...i had no choice...

i only told 3 of my friends...they wont tell anyone...

i wont tell my god lol, i cant... hed kill

and satan and nana wants my grandfather to die, he is my world...i love him more than anything...id die for him...

Oh Crap

I am so gonna fail school...

I missed another 8 days after I said I couldn't miss any more...*sigh*

Life sucks

Inevitable Breath

What can you do when the world is one your shoulders?

What can you do when life is crashing around you?

What do you do when you sink into oblivion?

How do get out?

You can erupt, you can run, you can yell and scream and cry

But everything’s gonna be right there behind you

You could leave throw life away, but the world’s always there, like a shadow

Like an inevitable breath

Chores, school, friends, and family

When you finally think everything is sorted out it all becomes the perfect storm

Slack on chores, find friends are bad, you fail school, and family’s mad

You can erupt, you can run, you can yell and scream and cry

But everything’s gonna be right there behind you

You could leave throw life away, but the world’s always there, like a shadow

Like an inevitable breath

Go into yourself, become your own friend and family

Laughing, joking, just a show to say you’re normal

More and more zombified each day

You begin to lose hold

You can erupt, you can run, you can yell and scream and cry

But everything’s gonna be right there behind you

You could leave throw life away, but the world’s always there, like a shadow

Like an inevitable breath

Like an inevitable breath

Hiccups...(spelling-?)

Satan has the hiccups...

It is annoying as hell and she sounds like a chihuahua...Ya know that yelp of fear that they do, yeah, thats what she sounds like...

I swear I am going to go crazy...

I held her nose so she could drink some water without breathing, but then she took the not breathing a little to far, and almost passed out. She said that I was trying to kill her.

No, I wouldn't suffocate her, i would try the whole 'run-over-someone-with-a-zamboni' idea, very fun...

Read 'Killing Britney'...

"Her body was caught like chicken bones in the corkscrew blade, underneath the zamboni"

^_^ Very good book...